Monday, September 17, 2007

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hmmm. not exactly a happy day. i think ill revert back to staring at my favourite sketchbook >:

and legit is a slang word meh T_T i srsly didnt know. ah well. dam yoo pks for making me infamous >:

cheered up loads after staring at my algorithms tho :D

trying to fix a nice date with bev or xiuhui to get my edible foodstuffs done :D

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She stared, seemingly into a space that no one knew existed, that no one inhabited.

Not that she haven't been making any efforts, the girl had been trying to recreate that realm on her own, something that she knew will never come true.

With every stroke of her pencil, she laid down a soft layer of lead on her sketch block, willing all her thoughts and wishes into her piece of work, hoping that an angel will appear and take her far, far away..

In time, her drawings slowly, but surely, lost their shine. Just like how hope is lost, slowly dissolving, bit by bit. Why am i caught in this vicious cycle that i never started? She pondered, pressing her index finger on the edge of her sketch block, figuring that a paper cut will at least distract her from thinking about such unanswerable questions.

Night fell.

The next morning came as usual. The girl woke up to the tinkering sound of her phone's alarm, and readied herself to school, which she was never good at. She trudged to her secondary school, and settled down at her desk. Heaving a huge sigh, the girl took out her textbook and flipped to a random page, not caring what those sentences meant or how important they might be to her. What she saw was ink, precious ink that could have given life to her artworks, ink that could grant her another small step towards replicating her new world.

Turning to the window nearest to her seat, she stared, seemingly into a space that no one knew existed, that no one inhabited.


hmmm. This, is the life cycle of an average daydreamer. dreamers never die, but conditions here are making them hard to continue living >:

Support the power of imagination?

*Note: Small bit of writing done to console myself. Shan's EngRish is still OooOokay.

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