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I'm here to enter a log about my nightmares! Else, I wont even bother to come here and log lololol.

Most recent one: This morning, round 7~9am. Greyscale
This is the creepiest one I've ever had. In one part of the dream, some groupies came into the scene. Problem is, I don't even know wtf groupies mean if you ask me that in real life. How the hell can I know the meaning and even depict it out in dream form?

PS: I later checked the dictionary and found out that its actually correct.

This time fear dominated the entire scene. I'm forever running away from people and creating reasons to avoid their wrath @_@ My nubhole included, even. I also dragged my past senior into the nightmare this time round, it seems. I'll never forget that female groupie's face, though. Looks stupid and ridiculous at first, but if i look deeper ill see eyes that are trying to convey something.
Best thing is, no matter where I go, I'll always walk past the path of my old home.

Damn.


Cant forget it.

My sec2~3 nightmare:

The circus and the silent band. Greyscale. Blood. Now I kind of understand the nightmare. It actually served as a premonition...
And a reflection of my worries.

My Pri 6(?) nightmare:

Skyscraper. Coffin. Charcoal. Falling doll, me climbing out of window to get it, and falling.. to my death.
Till now, I havent understood why the hell charcoal is included in that dream.



And all these brings me back to the reason why I wanted to draw so much.
I have to draw all these stuff out and find a freaking psychologist to decipher all these memories.
But if anyone has a clue of whats going on in my subconscious mind, please offer some help over here. I cant seem to ever forget them, even after all these years..