Sunday, November 26, 2006

-9-

what to do.. starting to vent my frustration on ppl liao.. feel very sorry towards the ppl arnd me. this few days are quite tough for me. i dont know whats the problem.. where it lies.. but i know theres one.

tore the letter mum wrote to me without reading it. lol. cant keep on crying forever de ah. id rather escape the harshness of reality. i swear she saw all the stuff i wrote on the paper. luan. i dont want her to know abt this.. but.. thats the truth im putting on it.

im not being rebellious ah.. i have my own principles to keep.. though you are my mum..you cant expect me to tell you everything de mah.. you didnt too. its not fair.

if my window is open right now ill gladly jump down and die sia. z. get the feeling that next year will be way tougher than this. hate this world. more specifically, hate money. no money = no worries. the world can freaking grow crops and be farmers for all i care. at least theres peace! why is everything based on money?

alrighty. ill give you my bank pin number and you stay outta my life. cant de right?! tmd.

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