today~ my bd~ is~ ruined~
hm. went to bunk le. but last min need turn back.. then >_> lucky draw missed by one number. what is this! went to do some talking, worrying, tearing, and explaining~ and thats abt it.
well. at least they treated me to food. >_>
nothing can pay back this day de la. dad said he wanted to make pt or whatever crap next year.. but its not going to be the same lor... never ever ever..
feeling very lost. its like as if.. everyone rejected me lidat. duno where to go, who to turn to~ my house is worse than hell le. carry on .. going lidat .. and i think ill jump and die le.. the stress is too much liao... but.. i still think. the damage is done. theres no freaking way im gunna back down. full stop.
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