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ok, its 12 midnight, and im FUCKING PISSED. TMD. CANT EVEN SLEEP.
my mum finally told me the WHOLE CONTENTS OF THE CALL.
SINCE WHEN DID I STEAL PPL BF?! ok lor, you jealous, i close one eye.

HOW CAN YOU FUCKING FRAME THE INNOCENT!! walau. good lor you, must wait until i break le.. wait until i at the saddest moment then you come start the prank call. good la. make people naturally suspect the one i broke with. ADD RED HERRINGS SOMEMORE LA, AMKSS DE RIGHT~ EH? prank call back anyone who called your phone?! gawd. how low-down can you get , whoever you are?

im ok for my side, wan call jiu call lor. but the more i think about the framing issue the more irritated i get. want get me jiu lai la! drag in innocent people for what?! tmd.. even if you didnt mean it, IM STILL PISSED. if i ever find out that ure in my school.. im gunna thrash you sia. verbally, physically, whatever. i want you to pay back twice the pain ive suffered. pay back twice the tears i cried over it.

ARGH. when i first got the news, something in me shattered sia. really.
when i was figuring out who did it, i always clear you de leh. trusted you. T-T really lol. ure one of the closest friends ive got. and i ended up .. suspecting the people who really.. hai. i know its not ur fault la.. it was that jealous -girlfriend- of yours. but .. you did tell her everything i told you right.. or else how come she know all these details de.. im still very very blur. but im guessing from whatever info i have now lol.

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why?

feel betrayed sia.

why didnt i notice the change in attitude whenever i bring up the issue.. why why why?! overlooked.. ><>

god. i give up on this school. i give up. nothing ever goes right for me. i should have went to MSS. joined my pri sch friends. had company. grew up happy. im already relying on the virtual world to get rid of my loneliness, and now you people are still taking away my real life friends from me. ):

lao tian ye ah~ does making me feel so wretched bring you satisfaction and happiness? answer me pl0x. why your jokes all not funny de. why aint i laughing. :/

im dreading school.. still need settle the maple issue.. tiring.. very very tiring.
i wan forfeit this game T-T wheres in Esc button in my life?