Sunday, June 24, 2007

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Come on hold my hand,
I wanna contact the living.
Not sure I understand,
This role I’ve been given.

I sit and talk to god
And he just laughs at my plans,
My head speaks a language, I don’t understand.


Extract from Feel, sung by~ Robbie Williams! lol yes, ancient ancient ancient song im listening to.
Am actually shuffling through odd and old songs through my trusty website X: but really, sometimes old songs hold much more meaning in their lyrics than the newer pieces.. not that bad i guess :/

cant focus at all today, my mind kept on wandering.. its as if im having a long nightmare while in a conscious state lol. ill bet i wont even notice if a stake went through my heart or something. even this current post im typing on spent a hour and a half of my time lol, and im not even done yet ._.

no mood to do anything, not even picking up my pencils helped. i wish i can do animations lah, feel like making a little flash movie >< depict my so called nightmare in a accurate manner :/ hate it when my doodles are just.. doodles. they are just frozen in that frame, that moment, that pose. sad.

maybe i should restart my comics. black humor ftw! but i dunno how to tone without the computer >_> need to analyze Shilin's comic again...the ink needed, the ink.. lol who said drawing is a cheap hobby in the past eh, you deserve a big smack on the head >_>

i have alot alot alot of little stories in my head, thanks to all the stuff that happened in my life recently. and the jokes sent from heaven doesn't seem to be subsiding anytime soon~ im trying to get them out my head before they evolve into more nightmares lol.

goodluck to me!

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