i feel a twinge of despondence. its been there the whole time, just that its presence felt so much stronger this time round :/
..and the book i just finished reading isn't helping matters too. why must i always choose books with such tragic endings, why must i pick stories that include bloodshed? That reminds me. With every single friend that i accompany to the library, they will pick some romantic teen story with glittery covers while ill get some weird book depicting two enemies at war.
im going out of the point. either way, i still feel as if im running round in circles..
Touched on something called pride today! It felt like a competition for deep insights, we were spewing philosophical stuff at each other. :/ yes, pride pins people down and gives more suffering than joy, but its also one main component that gives value to a life, it differentiates a person from other human beings :/ ill never ever EVER bow down to people and leave my fate to anyone else other than me! or maybe the heavens :/
thats how stubborn i am :D even if its at the expense of my life, i wont go round begging.
btw i missed grendel's quest D: orbisssssssssssssssss
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