finally found the 4 in the morning song :/ gwen stefani owns all tooo
and ironically i woke at 4 in the morning! 4.40, to be precise. lol i still remembered what flashed through my mind as i jolted awake..
" oh SHIT. Please tell me its still night! "
argh. so many stuff that i didnt do lah. and waking up so early at 4 kinda canceled the effects sleeping early can bring. feel so depressed and tired omg. why the heck did i wake at such lousy timing @#%$@&
and its time i start keeping a REAL diary too.. so many stuff i want to tap out here but it will be considered unwise, be it commercially or personally :/ ill use general terms for today!
did i just sense weakness coming from her? did she just let me slide without putting up a fight? if so, why?!
not that im not pleased or anything, but like i said to joo all, i would rather they show some strong emotion towards me instead of acting unpredictably with unreadable expressions >_> at least i know how to react towards them.
now whenever i feel like breaking rules.. my determination and enthusiasm will just.. falter.
but..does this mean that ive succeeded? life is full of grey areas T__T who will ever have the correct answer for me?
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