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Me *left* and jh *right* cam whoring in toilet


2nd photo yay. rest of 5 photos wont upload le lazy again :/

hmmmmmmm
im feeling three odd feelings today!
one: glad that i actually managed to turn this family for the better
two: miffed that i screwed up at making them even angrier at meh
three: lost. because of new unexpected stuffies that messed up my plans

all three emotions slamming into me = blasting techno into my headphones while spamming on this blog.

conversation sounds so forced. he is obviously trying to make amends, to which i tried my best to cooperate. she is obviously not trying to save the situ, to which im happy about at it is still enough to focus myself on my goals.

either way, sad. :/

i wish i can just grab certain people and plop everyone into my place. then you will know how depressing it is. then you will know what a big difference it can make to just shut up and keep your comments to yourself. quit probing.

i wish i can leave. i still wish i can leave.