yay, its the new year. im supposed to be happy. but why am i feeling so down.. ): im dreading every single minute that passed by. literally. kept glancing at the clock. didnt sleep till it reached midnight.
..i have to go through EVERYTHING again omg. its almost the same feeling as mapling and lvling, but even worse. its like..
" woah i finally leveled le sia. SHIOK! " then you look at the exp bar and groan. in this case.. im thinking..
" woah i finally survived this goddamn year and the exams. no more homework. SHIOK! " then i look at the calendar and groan.
I HAVE TO DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN?! HELL NO PL0X.
i feel like a stupid used notebook chucked over and over into the recycling machine. sian. wonder why people actually look forward to doing the same thing over and over again. you should sit somewhere and cry, seriously. you cant freaking break out of this cycle! you cant control anything! youre just a little puppet, just like the rest of the world, controlled by the gods above. youre nothing omg.
this is a tradegy O: not a celebration~
i dont know where i got my twisted views from, but its still my views. you can be a super popstar, be the President, be some kinda millionaire, but.. so what? Youre just one of the few puppets that They felt like showering attention onto. Youre still a little puppet. D: like us. roar.
why bother putting so much efforts into your work when it will just get taken away from you in the end? you aint taking your cert with you when youre dead, right? youre not going to load your pockets with money when you die and go into the afterlife, right? you can be good, you can be bad, you can be neutral, you still die. theres no other choice.
so why bother?
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