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hmmm, HALLO QI~ hehehe. so long never see you ler. ^^ hows life?
and btw, sorry arh. about last time with that accusing tone i used on you. but seriously, im still abit angry at them. thats why i stopped visiting relatives and gran. so cold~ but yeh, im happy to have such a good cousin like you. yep. -patpat-

HALLO TO THE PEOPLE IN MY CLASS TOO~ i dont know how the **** you got my blog add, but, WELCOME WELCOME~ :X nah, joking. humph. but hor, seriously. HOW MUCH DO YOU KNOW, SPIT IT OUT!!! =_= but.. let bygones be bygones kay. if you guys dont want to bring it up, might as well just forget it. serious.

but i like your style. dont dwell on the past ~ no matter how hard hearted it seems. (:

mmm, ytd me and mum quarrelled again. but for the first time, we reached an uneasy truce. ^^ i just lost my cool and stopped stabbing remarks drenched with sarcasm into her, then just snapped at with the best diao-look i can muster. IT WORKED LOL. slammed my views straight in her face. though it hurt quite a lot, argh, my heart. but i hate it when someone, anyone, accuses me. but at least she shut up.

she made a mistake by admitting that shes biased. ^^ and i took advantage of it.

pks told me to just freaking stuff my ic under her nose and tell her im 16. -well, she doesnt know that i got mine in the first place.- even if i flashed her my death cert, i bet she wont gimme any freedom. -_- but, all shall end after i get my lappie. to hell with your permissions, with my lappy, you aint getting any info out of me anymore. hwahwahwa.

IN YOUR FACE.

i have juniors le ^^ ill pit everything i have to get my 2 points for poly. yay~

ms kaur read my journal. i was ..quietly pleased. lol. she offered counselling ;_; but.. haha. i have to learn to handle everything myself, yea?

its sad having to put on a smile everyday, even though you dont even feel like it. if i could, i would just drop my image and slap the heck out of the people i dislike.

total sense of disgust. -_- deep disgust.

its the first time in my whole 4 years in sec sch that i felt definite hatred. not joking. hmm, this feeling is quite new to me lah, unlike any other from the past. strangely, its not directed at the main leads of this drama. am i slipping into the darker side of life? if so, i want out -_- how can i survive the working life if i cannot deal with puny accusers? my god.

i know sometimes life is like that lah. theres bound to be thorns in your life, and of course, you will also be the thorn in other peoples' lives. i dont know if i like being something that causes pain.. but you know, a person cant please everyone. so.. you can only say " too bad "~ and try to be the best and prettiest rose in the hearts of the people you care for. if you guys would let me. haha, i listened to every one of you. and im glad i did. its time for me to repay this kindness.

ill be there, just like how you people were there for me.

awww, im being all mushy. cant stand it anymore.

guess ill be off for now, saving my time for later. play at night wahaha. ytd was quite shocking. the guild is so active. perked up immediately after going in, but dont have time to chat, since im rushed for time to level and im busy quarrelling. -pokes up- haha~ this month should be interesting.

hmm. reminds me. whos that mystery person. ;_;