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think i oughta delete the former post, i calmed down enough to feel guilty about writing about this in my blog and not somewhere more private. ahh well. ill just stack another post over it.

think my body got used to the lack of chow, wont feel so tired so easily now. but my old problems are coming back. hmmm. im lacking in calcium and protein crap. from what i know. but im turning back.. i cant stand watching my nails and hair dying off. my nails are freaking transparent. T-T its going to take some time, but dont rush me ok. gimme a few months or so. ;_; pwishhh~

getting rid of emo genres in my favourite styles of music. sian.
going for either trance and dance-ish, or gentle and sad kinds. extremes. ^^ i just decided that i will stick to rock too, because of the guitars.

and, whats with the ah-lians-listen-to-techno theory?! techno and trance is for all to enjoy. >_>

was wondering about maple private server. should i join and try it out. ._. should i should i should i? haha. im already worrying at such an early stage.

showed tuna whats lineart and whats sketches. whats the difference between them. and while sourcing for the perfect example of a good lineart, i saw something that caught my eye! see, i get distracted easily.
Its TRADITIONAL ART and it looks freaking DIGITAL. -i lost the link-
... wow ...
thats it, im going to restart my call for copic markers. Or any kind of marker that colours like water colours and stain the paper easily. back to google researching. >_>

remembered what the two of them called us to do..
next friday,
[1] wear knee length socks
[2] tuck in blouse
[3] get two pigtails
summary: dress up like a super nerdish student and piss the teachers so much that they allow us to wear ankle socks and tuck out.

-_- no one is going to do that, its the sad truth.

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mmm, hmmm. just finished reading through a thick, THICK book in abt..4 hours? argh. tired eyes.

felt so sad omg T_T How can they make death seem so.. easy wtf. even if its really just another level of existance, the feeling of someone being there, but not able to be seen visually is just sad lah. its even worse than losing someone forever. Death suddenly doesnt seem like the perfect escaping route to me anymore..