Must be exhausting to lose your own game
selfishly hated, no wonder youre jaded-
you cant play the victim this time
and youre too late
somehow, i felt as if im slapped hard by this verse -_- and i wont elaborate. ^^ very personal.
Today .. something drama happened! There was a fight.. and the teachers were running everywhere. shant say much too, not my business. but i saw my friends getting quite stressed up over this, and i swear some just wanted to see show. X:
im getting very fed up by the attitude le. yesterday night de mood seriously plunged after realising the mistake i made. -_- huge mistake. my way of thinking needs some changes. i wonder if i should continue to do this.. or do the betraying thing again? or just forget that i actually promised anyone anything. and continue acting blind.
tried to find some people to talk to about the issue, but everyone seems so freaking preoccupied. pks was gabbering about CS.. well, cant blame. jh, she was busy waiting for mint they all and getting so hyper about shopping, so suan liao lor. the only person left who knows about this issue wont even give a damn anyway. different lives.
sad. im starting to think that i made a wrong move. but cant keep on getting agitated because of the attitude leh. i can accept doesnt mean i like ah.
shall wait and see.
Ps: Minor call for aid, if i ever get stupid enough to get in a relationship again, do everything you people can to wake me up. Tsktsktsk. how can i fall into the same trap which took everyone away from me~
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