random addition post.. that is edited before published. real post is below.
song lyrics^^ ill translate it. Beautiful fighters, by ayumi hamasaki
scars that were not fully healed
were torn open
but after some time
they tries to heal again.
we cant deny that we
dont have sad days
but dont let this stop you in your tracks
all of the battling women are beautiful fighters..
its the chorus only, and a verse. the others too chim for my brain to translate.
sad lor. have to put on mask after mask to hide everything. i feel stupid but cannot stop. but too bad they are not there to help me. work work work. sad.
cant say out the problem, one found out while the other guessed it wtf. i must be more careful. ^^i know almost everyone went through this before too.. but.. it still feel so sad..
A.R.G.H.
why cant i just stay in school and only acknowledge that the whole world is in there?! why must i venture out of that place?!
warning to people who understands my insider language:
i tell you, a life of spades aint good. dont admire us. never ever ever admire us. you might see it as a blessing but to us, its a curse. a really , really bad one. one rare butterfly is more valuable than many many many little common butterflies.
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