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Got a major secret out while sneeking peeks at my sis's com. Well, mine was lagging and i had nothing else to do~ so~ kekeke~ anyway.This chubby little 8 year old kid is currently married to a stranger and had a kid in <5mins.

I freaking saw her spewing out the three forbidden words: 'I love you' to him.

HELLO, 8 YEARS OLD OMFG.

of course, i did what every evil elder sister does. Threaten, blackmail. haha. but i stopped after the first try. Reminded me of ..me. In her eyes i saw true fear lol. Though she tried hard to hide it. Being in our family, she had the trademark characteristic of not accepting threats and scoldings. No one orders us what to do. We will stay stubborn unless you shove some proof into our face that states that we're wrong. Strangely though, this weird attitude only applies to our family and enemies only. Then, if we ARE in the wrong, of course, we will admit defeat and take on the consequences. Fair enough. This is also why our family seems so separated kekeke.
We argue 24/7.

But my sis didnt know that such acts were wrong. D:

Well, what is she, STUPID?!
LOOK AT ME! Im living proof ok. Sure, you felt so happy at first, BUT can you take the consequences when your cover blows?

I know you wont listen to me, i didnt listen to my cousin too. But really, even if i hate your attitude and actions, you are still my sis and i dont want you to go through the same thing. Ill do everything to stop you, whatever it takes. hate me if you want, but ill still try to talk some sense into that little head of yours.

finally felt what they were feeling when they thrashed me verbally. D: FRUSTRATION. my gosh. sucks being older. need to counsel more and more kiddos.

hmmm. replying to the reply post: The main point is not whether you can choose whether to fall in love or not D: Its on how you view relationships. You can make love sound like hell or heaven, its up to you actually. You can control everything ^^ Unless someone up there is really bent on ruining you life. To that, gg. ^^ But of course, dont admit defeat so fast la lol.

Random info: Circuses are scary and strangely, sad. Though ive never been there before, this feeling has been sticking to me for 16 years lol. Been itching to type it out because i kept daydreaming about it. That clown could be sobbing under that happy mask of his, who knows.

hmm, was reminded to post about the good old muahchee. ROAR. when i saw the three of them shuffling towards the door i was like -wtf- .. , but since the room is INFESTED with people, i decided not to do anything rash. but.. ahh.. muah chee. that long trip was worth it T-T I have food while you people dont muahahaha. go suffer.

returning trip was hella fun. -edited because i seriously cant remember which event came first. was too drowsy- but i know i stole a lot of food from people.
Summary: NP= food + people.