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wee~ its a total screw up~ wahaha.
starting was fun. remembered one scene.
was burning incense paper. lol. shiok. feel impt. fire can~ wahaha. me and my 3 younger cousins stayed in the tent lo, they read and play while i burn. then wind come~ fire extinguished.
i went like.. 'wtf' and all 4 of us blank stare at the ashes for duno how long lol. then all 4 of us suddenly scream like sky fall lidat LOL. i guess~ deep down in our hearts.. we still have a bit of superstitious thoughts in us.

bad part coming -.-
when yy and hq came.. i was downright ashamed of my looks LOL. they are too freaking good looking for their own good liao :x aft that came wq. ok~ didnt dread the arrival. instead it was the opp. but given my bad mood from the verbal sparring with one of my cousins .. i guess her talk aint helping me much. made me worse. so i sobbed my eyes out for the wrong reasons during a funeral -.-
of cuz kena scolded lol.

now im referred to a counsellor. -.- relatives thought i tio depression or smth. bleh. but..haha. maybe i really am... but i die die wun call the counsellor de lol.

hmm..today sucks. but not that much. at least i learnt to find someone to crap to when such stuff happen~ wun suffer so much.

have to worry abt tmr tho. zz. the ppl sure ask why i lidat tonight de.

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zzz!!!

anw~ heard that ken joined a guild in audi. =O hmmmm. dsky. reminds me of another guild. -.- but anw~ still sibei worried. -.- trigger word LOL. duno how they will react if they see the word.

''woah~ dun join this~ stay away~''

-_-''

expected LOL. duno if got enough stamina to cont the arguments next time. zzz. have to confirm details with kenny first~ wauhawhaw. but yea~ things are abit more sunnier than b4 le.