Fuck la -___-
walau -.- people thought it through liao lor. i finally made a decision, told it to bev. yay. felt like crap. but it was the correct decision. i guess.
Already decided to back down and stay as friends. if both sides are unable to do so then ill go the last way. ill really cut off everything. I know what im doing. but got chance ..i need a chance first.. then ill go clear everything up. yea. its the best way le lor. i already took a step back. why cant you do the same?! if we keep on going against each other its gonna leave everyone scarred de lor. -.- unreasonable people.
willing to talk.. wo pui . talk simi sai.. talk in the end all end up shooting me orders and not even trying to understand my views. i hate listening to orders de. esp orders without considering my interests! anyone who went through it will surely learn from it and just cut off all the talk. useless. waste saliva for wad right?! kns.
and yea . i got lie. i DID lie. but not totally -.- its half truths. but ill still count it against me. lie lie lie.. you all duno WHY i wanted to lie -.- only know how to point out my mistakes and shoot like siao. i resorted to this because.. you all cant freaking listen to me and get what im trying to tell you! so i can only use my own ways to get what i wanted.
cut off ties cut off ties..cut my foot la . youre avoiding the stupid problem instead of facing it. cut jiu so wad?! cut liao i go back to normal meh. shit man. i can tell you straight life will get worse. alot worse. very. cant you gimme a chance and lemme settle it MY way first -.- you said im still immature and all that. so let me learn on my own lah. ppl learn from mistakes de right. lidat shield is also a problem wad. --'' contradiction.
you said why cant i be like other people and be reasonable, be normal. then ill say why cant you be like other parents and give other people a chance to be friends? her mum knew all abt it too lor -.- everyone's equal. see how peaceful her side is liao.everythings fine. now look at our side. wheres the problem? EVERYONE IS!! i admit i have faults. but you cant freaking say that youre standing on the right side all the way. you guys made mistakes in handling this problem too. -.- . only know how to blame me and complain how hard being a parent is. blame la !! blame summore!! blame me and everything will go back in a -poof- isit?!
what crap is this.
ill repeat my words again lor. i know you care abt me. but youre showing it in the wrong way.
pure force will end up making me worse. same for threats. im just telling you my character. its up to you to see how you use the info. dont regret the consequences if you guys decide to continue your way.. your style. being your child does not ..DOES NOT.. mean that i have to listen to your every command. i want my views heard too. i want the solution to be DISCUSSED with everyone of us. DAMN orders. same for parents too actually. you all dunnit to respond to our every demand wad. so we cant respond to your every demands too.
ill list out the truths -.-
Josh is REALLY on the midnight flight to china.
He REALLY had two accounts.
I DID NOT say im being despised. its twisted thru ppl de mouths.
zzzz. ill add more if i remember em.
and yea. -.- thats abt it.
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