looking forward to sch.. yea. then i can camp in lan shops and play to my heart's content. haha. sorry wq and hl~ maybe im really not made for studying.
very the peaceful after some thinking and complaining. haha. very lucky. smsed the moment i retreated into my room~ so of course grab the chance to call lor~ tho it was like 15mins~ but im happy to be able to talk to other people for once. talking to parents is getting .. very.. boring.
i swear to myself that i will stop , stop STOP all sorta posting or bringing up of the situation/ topic/ whatever after today, 3pm. since there is only one last problem to tackle, ill do it myself. i have the right to choose my friends! roar!
btw.. asking all friends of mine in sch.. mint, jiahui, pks, josh, ken.. who else .. yea. thats about it. alright. im asking about my character ._. did i really.. exploit you guys not? i can swear im really sorry if ive hurt anyone of you in the past. maybe i did, maybe i didnt, im not sure. but sometimes keeping quiet doesnt mean that.. im being aloof. >< size="1">
-deleted post- hah. i forgot i swore not to let everything out.
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waiting for the night~ waiting waiting waiting. thats when i decide.. whether i shd escape or go on.
..escape.
wee . found links to the lyrics.
http://www.imnotokay.net/my-chemical-romance/lyrics/this-is-how-i-disappear/
i dunno who this song shd be dedicated to lol. diff parts of songs to diff ppl ba. i guess. but its the.. closest song i can get to my feelings.
http://www.imnotokay.net/my-chemical-romance/lyrics/under-pressure/
^ this too. tho ive never really heard the song properly..but yea.
http://www.imnotokay.net/my-chemical-romance/lyrics/disenchanted/
...if i go on im gunna list the whole site down -.-
ah. mcr. macabre. tsk. but i like~ wahaha.
that song from fish leong was nice too. bev send to me de. saddest of sad la. but id rather go thru that than this situation.
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